Utter Humiliation.
That would be the gist of my return. Yeah.
I left a year ago before the Apparent "End" of hawken from Adhesive, and Couldn't get back in due to Steam reviews not Filling me with hope.
So when I hear a new Company has taken the torch from Adhesive to Restart Hawken, I was...Giddy.
No...thats wrong. I was Brooding during school and over the Easter weekend to Finally get some F*cking time to play.
So when I do, Im trying to get the hang of the controls again.
Everything FEELS WIERD. I don't have a Clue how I used to be good. All I remember are the times i WAS good.
In any case...
My first match ends up being kinda sad. Im on a Team that is terrible, and theirs is Functioning like elites.
But thats Ok! You can't win them all...or the next seven actually...
I didn't really mind the losses, I was still trying to Figure out what the hell I was doing, yet what comes out of that match is a player who had the ARROGANCE, to keep bashing the team. Constantly insulting us saying we were Retarded.
He wasn't really doing much better than me at the time, Similar points and such, So I tell him that, "I don't see you doing any better!"
And well, He didn't like that obviously and went on Bragging how he got those points 2 minutes into the match.
Maybe he went on insulting me, Don't remember, I was struggling.
So when the match dies out and Me and another guy is left
This same guy comes back.
With a Friend. Almost the exact same name.
Fights me and the other guy. Both of us out of practice for 8 to 12 months.
And it starts out with "Ze pounding will be GLORIOUS!" from him.
...Yeah...
Needless to say, Both of us got Totalled.
Alot. And we ended up Rage quitting before the match even ends.
The arrogance from him was disgusting.
I wouldn't be Upset about this Guy, except I keep remembering the times when I was BETTER!
when my enemies were SO MUCH STRONGER than this guy!
So when I come back to these thoughts and his attitude, I squirt Blood.
I used to have the power to put him in his place, But now I Don't. And its...Humiliating.
I even thought of Getting rid of hawken immediately.
But. Lets go again. Im just out of it. One day ill find him and Shut him up again.
One day.
So...Sorry for everyone reading this thread as my First introduction and post to the hawken forums.
I needed to vent.
The feelings you have when you know you used to be Good, and you get ruined by someone who wouldn't hold a candle to your past self are...Toxic.
Thank you for listening to my ramblings.
again. sorry.
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