I am taking an indefinite break from my hosting duties and likely the game and community in general. Without going in to much detail, I am enjoying this community less and less, and my playing of the game is largely limited to when I feel obligated to play it.
That's hard not to take personally, and I apologize. The large majority of you have been wonderful - however abrasive attitudes, while only a little more prevalent than in the past, seem to be becoming accepted. I'd always admired how in the past we'd stick up for the dignity of total strangers, whereas currently the most dismissive and content-less of comments garner praise and repetition with little to no resistance.
In part, I simply do not feel like being disappointed by the attendance I've been seeing lately. In part, my role in it is becoming less and less necessary - especially with the lower attendance seen during TPG seasons.
I've sat in front of this keyboard almost every Wednesday night, loudly and jovially greeting and organizing and making sure everyone gets their fair chance for more than a full year now.
I've very much enjoyed that.
The duration of this hiatus will include this Wednesday. Beyond that is indefinite.
As for the event itself, I've had several people volunteer to step up to varying degrees of assistance, but in the end, I'm just one person. If you all feel the event is worth continuing, I'm positive you'll do so, if not, then it won't.
All in all, I'm actually most upset because we had a very good art contribution for this week's sign up sheet, and I'd like it not to be wasted.
If you'd like to contact me for any purpose, please feel free to contact me via steam.